No. I'm not. If you're point is that you're only human and as such make mistakes, then say so, clearly, with an apology, in exact words. Because that's what you owe . Any other snide, self-serving and half assed attempt at being clever in an attempt to get onto people's publication writers lists is ridiculous and not going to get you what you want anyway. You've been rubbing salt into wounds, that you inflicted by acting like an idiotic bully, calling people out, attempting to get everyone's attention and engagement, and now want to be playing the victim, because all you wanted was to show your admiration get onto publication lists? Nah mate, you're playing us for fools, which none of us are. Apologise to Deb properly and move on. Leave it be.