Welcome back - you've been missed!
You know, or at least I hope you do, that I love to hear your voice regardless of whatever emotion colours it.
I think this is a time of reassessment for you, something which happens a handful of times in a person's life as we get older and life changes around us. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time, but I hope you feel happier with your life when this period of gloomy clouds and shifting sands passes over.
Ti voglio bene mio amico, prenditi cura di te stesso per favore❤🧡💛💚💙💜